"Kiss me, Momma!" Cyril told me tonight.
After everything that has been going on with Jessie's child support case, and then tonight I was given a summons, due to my car accident 2yrs ago. I was DONE! I couldn't deal with anymore, I sat at the dinner table, after everyone was done, and cried. I couldn't do anything, but cry because I felt so hopeless.
I called Mom, and she gave some great pieces of advice, and reminders. We took the baby steps we needed to and could take in regards to Jessie's case. And leave the rest to GOD, since we prayed for His help & guidance. We wrote up letters this past week/weekend and sent them off hoping to get resolution in the case. Why should we be forced to swallow and pay for a mistake that will not only cost us $39,924.74 but will cost Jessie his ability to get a passport to see his boys? Just because a moron in the in county can't do math? Now we sit and wait to see what happens.
But tonight as I got the kids ready for bed, Cyril looks up at me from the couch, with his dirty cheeks (Boys do so well.) and says "Kiss me Momma!" I get one of the most sloppy kisses, with one of his big bear hugs & for the moment, everything feels like it's going to be okay, like I can breathe again. All from a 3year old's kiss.
God Bless,
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